Complicated EH?

i really do think about change my skul to chong hwa国中!
i do think of nt going skul anymore...
all my fren are at there! at guo zhong!
but i cant...
nt becos i din dare to...
nt becos i scare my aunt...
juz becos i noe if i change to there...
i wont have any future...

tats the only reason for me nt changing to there...
i wanna ponteng...
but...
if i ponteng...
there wasnt any place for me to go...
alone.... its pain u noe?

u always tell me hw sweet u r...
u think tat will make me nt love her anymore...
but u r wrong...
u juz make me more hurt!
more sick of love!
make me dulan!

keep thinking make me more hurt...
i din wanna face the truth...
i try nt to figure it out...
i rather juz keep hurt...
im blurr...
damn blurr...
lemme die...