Holiday...

Today having a football friendly match~
Chong Hwa independent vs Chong Hwa国中
the result is~~~
1:1~ woot~
first time getting draw eh?
gratz to our skul~
me as the keeper><

and the holiday...juz one word...
BORED!!!!
yingz oso damn bored leh~ hmm... wat can i do to let her be no so boring leh?
hmm...
using my Brain juice to think>< xD

事实就是事实...
那我情愿永远都活在梦里...

today...

教师节哦...幸好不像以前那么的闷...
今天有朝会O.o 有这回事吗？我去食堂和ARU LIMTEH~ WAKAKA~
回到班上开始吃~
我吃了几个sushi和ying喂我的鱼丸~ xD
因为之后还要去roller~
go there alone~
and wit marcus de biao mei~
then keep roller till 5:24pm
go eat thing alone~ then go home~
dunno hw ying them...
haiz suan ler~

today nt bad at claz...
play games, and gt ying feed me~ wakaka~damn happy^^
juz feel so lonely...

NEXT YEAR...???

DAMN...
SUDDENLY REALIZE SOMETHING...
EH...
NO CHANGING SKUL NEXT YEAR EH...
IF NT LH-GANGZ SURE KIDNAPPED BAK U TO SKUL...
SERIUS DE...
TELL UR PARENT U DUN WAN CHANGE SKUL...
MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING MIGHT HAPPEN NEXT YEAR...
DAMN BAD FEEL...
DUN WANNA LOSE ANY OF U BRO...
I GT THINK ABOUT IT BE4...
U MAYB REALLY WILL CHANGE SKUL NEXT YEAR...
JUZ TRY NT LET ANYONE NOE THEN JUZ ACT LIKE JOKING...
REALLY...LH-GANGZ NEED ALL TO BE TGT...
CANT LOSE ANYONE...

感触忽然又来了...
damn dun wanna lose u tis bro...
damn nice to be bro wit u...
finally realize dat i nid bro so much...
no one will be leaving k?
ITS OUR GANGZ PROMISE!!!!

Fate...

there's nthing tat is decide long time ago...
只要你肯努力去争取...

感情不要拿来当赌注...
muz appreciate it...
becos its damn hard tat could be tgt...

something small can destroy the whole relation...
=')

I DAMN TIRED...
REST IN PEACE xD

Friday...

anyone wanna go roller?
eh sorry bro~
din go wit u all~
i damn miss roller><
and tat day gt some fren go~ so i go lor~
damn hope u all can go tgt wit me>< haha~

Im gonna be crazy^^ haha!
damn hope to go skul...becos lots of fren there...
but damn tired...
hope to stay at hse...
but din have fren...

gonna help my aunt start translate her thing...
still dunno the price^^
sorry cant let ya all do~
becos its exam paper~
and u all cant see^^
wakakakakakakakakakakakkaka!!!

=')
z0z
:3
==y
haha...

^^

你对自己太有信心了^^
那场...
我没尽全力^^（认真的）
我是因为听你说了...
tis round the bet nt count...
如果你输了...
你知道那后果吗？
我可是会很认真地对待...
因为她也是我喜欢的人...

所以...
不理了...
there still a match between us^^
if i lose...
i will do whatever the bet is...
u lose...
then u shud noe...

AND SOMETHING DAMN IMPORTANT WANNA GIV U^^
()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()
LEMON FOR YA^^
U R MY DAMN IMPORTANT BRO YA NOE?
HAHA...

我真的累了=')
GIV ME SOMEMORE TIME
TRUST ME?
BRO... =')

爱的反面是恨^^
我不能恨
因为如果我恨
就代表我还是爱着她^^

TODAY DAMN HAPPY WHEN TGT PLAY BASKETBALL^^
DAMN LONG TIME DIN HAVE TAT FEEL JOR^^
DAMN HAPPY^^

BRO...
CARE HER MORE THAN I DO...
DUN HURT HER K?
='(

4EVER LH-GANGZ

hmm...

不要在我面前打情骂俏！
不要拿爱情来当赌注！
你说出来了...
就必须承担后果...
the bet still on!
we will end it next time when we play basket ball again...

她是无知...
如果换成别人...
早就分手了...
就算是打情骂俏...

手放开？？？？？？？？？
hmm...shud i?

痴心绝对

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

...

想要开始讨好你
到底从那一天开始地
突然想买巧克力
配上鲜花是否俗气
先在线上谈个心
旁敲侧击的要去
了解你的星座 血型
一言一行 的含义
L-O-V-E 想你想到 我睡不着
L-O-V-E 见面时候 说什么好
L-O-V-E 开始烦恼 衣服太老
L-O-V-E 不要变成 你的困扰
Oh 爱有什么预兆 老师并没有教
想要每天见到你
到底是从哪一天开始地
记得当时好天气
没来由的感到甜蜜
温柔是我的本性
吸引我是你的天性
给你关心呵护
不会只是一滴滴
L-O-V-E 想你想到 我睡不着
L-O-V-E 见面时候 说什么好
L-O-V-E 开始烦恼 衣服太老
L-O-V-E 不要变成 你的困扰
看看 你的前后左右
有几个像我一样能耐落落
大方把情意表白
碰壁 碰一次壁
再次 再接再厉
让一让 情敌在嚷
坏呀坏 爱让人怪
快不快 有个大概
等你来依赖
马拉松 跑爱的 马拉松
整点钟 报爱的 闹钟
Oh 女孩 请你想想我的告白
Oh 等你点头我就坏
Baby 让我成为你的未来
yeahEverybody let's go
L-O-V-E 想你想到 我睡不着
L-O-V-E 见面时候 说什么好
L-O-V-E 开始烦恼 衣服太老
L-O-V-E 不要变成 你的困扰
L-O-V-E 想你想到 我睡不着
L-O-V-E 见面时候 说什么好
L-O-V-E 开始烦恼 衣服太老
L-O-V-E 不要变成 你的困扰
L-O-V-E 想你想到 我睡不着
L-O-V-E oh baby
见面时候 说什么好

DAMN....!!!

NO ANYONE WANNA PONTENG TGT WIT ME?
DUN WANNA STAY AT CLAZ! SEE THOSE SUX THING!!!
I JUZ WANNA STAY AWAY FROM TAT!!!!
DAMN SUX!!!!!

我...
又开始堕落了...

='(

我不知道能怎样...
我们还是兄弟...
除了在班上时...
I REALLY JUZ CANT FACE SOMEONE WHO TGT WIT THE GIRL I LIKE NORMALY...
SAW MANY THING...
DAMN...
I HAVE TRIED SO HARD TO FACE LIKE BRO AT CLAZ...

JUZ GIV ME SOME TIME!
I DUNNO WAT I CAN SAY!
WHEN IM TIRED OF IT...
WHEN MY FEEL DEAD...
I WIL LET GO OF IT!

ITS NT EASY U NOE?
MAYB U ALL CAN EASILY GIV UP WHEN U SAW THE GIRL U LIKE OREDI HAVE BF...
BUT I DUNNO HW...
JUZ CANT EASILY GIV UP...
STILL WILL PAIN...
WONT WISH ANYTHING...
DESPAIR...

ITS MYSELF D PROBLEM K?!!!!!!
NT UR FAULT!!!
MY FAULT!!!
I DAMN FLOWER HEART!!!
SHE HAD CHOSEN U...!!!

NO GIRLS BETWEEN BROTHER...
I HAD ALSO TOLD YA NT SAYING INFRONT OF ME...

U DIN NOE WAT TAT LIE MEAN...
SENDIRI GO FIGURE OUT BAH...

I TRIED TO THOUGHT HER AS JUZ MY NORMAL FREN...EH...
BUT THE HEART STILL PAIN...

U WONT NOE TAT FEEL...CANT EXPLAIN...

38 DAYS LEFT...
SWEET = BITTER TO ME...
IF I DO REALLY DIDNT THINK U AS MY BRO...
I COULD ALREADY START A FIGHT...
I WONT THINK SO MUCH...
WONT THINK CALMLY...

GIV ME TIME...
TRUST ME EH...
MAYB I WILL 4GET ABOUT IT...
I ALWAYS DOES DIDNT I?
=')

IM TIRED IN THIS!
PLS LET ME GO!

damn it!

无法用言语来形容的痛...
该如何将它带走呢？
你们的快乐=我的痛苦
=')
我真得不知道该怎么办...
我什么都做不到...
眼睁睁的看着这事实...
闭上眼试着去逃避...
希望一切只是一场梦！
当我再次睁开时...
都么希望一切回到原点...

不要告诉我你帮助过我什么
不要告诉我，你帮我买couple clothes...wedding ring or anything else...
dun say u push the girl u love to me...
its all LIE~
u noe wat i mean?!
its all juz a LIE!!!!!!!

=')

终于能让自己麻木了...
逼自己表现出一副不在乎的态度^^
心还是...haiz...

我们还真是一言难尽呀...
太多太多事情的发生...
u? to me...
sometimes gud
sometimes SH...
go cinema watch movie stil at there jump jump==
childish...
many many thing lar...
happy and unhappy...

nw tat i'll nid to always act in claz...
the feel damn sux u noe?

i nt been tgt wit her...
but it still damn hurt...
really hurt...

today try nt to care it...
go to ur seat and keep chat wit u all...
she was sitting beside...
try to act as stranger...
juz cant act like normal anymore...
except in phone or msn...

today let AH Q catch again...
becos go out there stand there dun wan go into claz...
tio scold==

COUNT DOWN...
39 DAYS LEFT...

the 100th post...

fill my time wit game...
juz becos wanna tried to nt thinking about her...
keep playing maple...
one day chiong till lvl 30...


then when log out...
start thinking again...

i try to make myself vry tired...
so i can juz keep slping tml at claz...
...

i damn tired and sick of my life...
will I have a happy ending?

LETS COUNT DOWN!
44 DAYS!
NW 40 DAYS LEFT...!

()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()

u all so like to eat lemon arh?
sky one chyen one...
each one lemon farm...

and somemore...
祝福是不可能的...
诅咒也不会...

damn it...
i trying make myself bc nt to think about it...
but ALWAYS SUDDENLY THINK AGAIN...
DAMN...SUX...

LEMME DIE...

EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN WAY TO 4GET ABOUT LOVE...
MY WAYS IS TO KEEP HURTING MYSELF UNTIL THE DAY I麻木了...
PARALYZE MYSELF OF LOVE...
I TOT I WONT TRUST LOVE ANYMORE...
BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE DIDNT IT?

T.T
=')
:'3

ytd...someone told me...
forget about her...
nt easy or hard...
is u must...
u have no choice but to 4get...

浓缩了的爱情...
也缩短了在一起的时间...
虽然甜蜜，但是短暂...
稀释了的爱情...
延长了一起的时间...
却是痛苦而又乏味的...
所以爱情要调得刚刚好...

差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

遇上了错的人渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇
感觉像一个旅程走完了就分
错过了对的人,决定就只在那一秒那一分
爱情的岔口,你是我等不到的路人
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

试着把我对你的爱浓缩...
让它能更快流失...
可是也要承受双倍的疼痛哦...

i say i flirt becos u all've been saying all i do is flirt~
so i oso follow u all say i flirt...
eh...
flirt...
easy arr?
me so damn ugly flirt lan arr?!

kacau girl, talk wit girl...
me din kacau boy arr?
u all juz notice i kacau girl...
juz wanna let me dun think so much...
find someone to chat....

who also noe forgetting wil heal the heart...
i oso hopes to!
but is tat really so easy?
juz say wan 4get then 4get arr!

我曾经试过去争取...
累了...

GIV ME SOME TIME!!!!!!
MAYB...I WONT HURT ANYMORE!

ME DAMN BLUR NW!
FUCK!

Complicated EH?

i really do think about change my skul to chong hwa国中!
i do think of nt going skul anymore...
all my fren are at there! at guo zhong!
but i cant...
nt becos i din dare to...
nt becos i scare my aunt...
juz becos i noe if i change to there...
i wont have any future...

tats the only reason for me nt changing to there...
i wanna ponteng...
but...
if i ponteng...
there wasnt any place for me to go...
alone.... its pain u noe?

u always tell me hw sweet u r...
u think tat will make me nt love her anymore...
but u r wrong...
u juz make me more hurt!
more sick of love!
make me dulan!

keep thinking make me more hurt...
i din wanna face the truth...
i try nt to figure it out...
i rather juz keep hurt...
im blurr...
damn blurr...
lemme die...

解决方式?

becos i 固执
so i hurt everyone beside me?
so i hurt my bro and her?

everyone juz will think like tat...
but no one noe whether who hurt the most!

if giv up really is tat easily....
if really can...
i'd giv it up long time ago!

i tried to freeze my feeling to her...
but it juz easily melted and came bak again...

she shudnt hate herself...
she shudnt feel gan ga...
she could juz act like dunno anything...
continue tgt wit him!

juz as u all thought...
i flower heart de mah!
always flirt de mah!
so mayb few days after den nth jor lor!
diuz!
tat feel damn sux!
flirt...diuz!

i've dream about u again...

y...
i've tried so hard to 4get about u...
but still...
in my dream...
u came bak into my memory...
i do everything i can to forget about u...
when i wake up...
my heart...
its pain...
think about nw...
u wasnt my girl...
擦肩而过？
或许吧...
你现在属于别人的...
当我想起时...
心真的很痛很痛...
我情愿你没有喜欢上任何人...
我情愿就想你所说得那样，单身是最好的！
你曾经那么说过...
but nw...
i think in ur mind...
couple is best...
='(

我情愿一辈子都活在梦里！
不再活在这世界里！
真的很痛苦！

KACI AND SKY

SKY...why shud i face the truth...
juz let me keep 逃避...
that the way to let both keep from get hurt!

u sure cant hit me^^
becos there's din even a gud reason for u~
u sure cant grab me...
becos im bigger than u (victor)
u sure cant kick 9 me...
becos u din 4get im 足球校队...
u sure cant scratch me...
becos ur nail juz too blunt...

i've been always there...
i've been always known u as my bro...
tats why i cant even din act u as my bro when after skul...
when she's nt beside of us...
we r still the best bro...

i hope our relation wont change becos of girl...
and we din change oso...
juz lemme keep running from the truth...
mayb one day...
running from the truth will make all the thing goes well...

i've been trying so hard...
:'(

zzz... me tis juz is tio bite by vampire ok?
hmm...
red paint eh...
irritating eh...

if u did it to xiaojia...
its nth for me...
becos i noe u din like her...
u r my bro...
and u noe wat u r doing...
juz as i noe wat im doing!

SUCKS

u giv me chance...
then wat?
i've no choice!
i cant do anything...
go chat wit dai xian them, kacau them...
u all say me flirt...
then flirt lor...
nt i dun wanna do anything...
is i cant...
even i tried!

i tried to tell u all tat im nt flirting!!!
becos i din even noe wat i did in u all eyes are flirting!
then i've try to change...
i promise!
even u think tat my promise is sux!

xiaojia...
i juz say wanna be playboy to forget about other thing...
but i din play dao oso!
den i fall in love agn jor!
u noe the feel damn sux?!
i din brave enuff to face it!
i juz tell myself i wont love other anymore...
but i juz cant control...

SHE IS UR GIRL?
NONE OF MY BUSINESS!
I DIN CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!
I DIN "TOUCH" HER OSO!
U NOE? WHEN BROS ORDER ME TO DO SOMETHING LIKE: "DUN TOUCH MY GIRL" etc etc
TAT I WILL HURT... I REALLY WONT OBEY IT!
BUT I DO DIN DO ANYTHING ANYMORE!
FCUK!

dun say u giv me any chance...
i noe u gt giv...
but u noe it wont change anything...
i noe it too!
damn!

if i really shooting u...
i wil same like tat time...
remember tat time?
tat time when my mind wasnt clear
keep shoot 9 u all bro..
remember?
和这个比较...
i really gt shoot?

I TRIED TO 4GET ABOUT HER!
TRIED TO JUZ GO CHAT WIT OTHER AND NT TO THINK ABOUT HER...
BUT EVERYONE WAS TALKING ABOUT U TWO!
FUCK!
I'VE TRIED TO JUZ NT HEARD IT!
BUT THEY WAS SO LOUD!
TRIED TO FILL ME WITH IT!
TRY TO FILL MY HEART WITH PAIN!

WE STILL BRO?JUZ WHEN SHE'S NT THERE...
AND WHEN U NT SAYING ABOUT HER INFRONT OF ME...

TO YOU

BRO...
i din appreciate it?
nah...
i've tried to...
chance nt given by u...
she din giv me any chance...
i cant find anythinmg to chat wit her...
becos u always go find her b4...
and she juz will feel gan ga to chat wit me...
becos i edi gao bai to her b4...

all of tis make me cant do anything on it!
nt i dunno appreciate!
i've tried so hard! finding thing to talk between me and her!

after i noe all of tis...
i do anything...
i could oni hurt myself...
i could only stay away from claz!
move away my sight from her!
i din wanna face it!
i always act so hard to be happy!
u noe?
its tired!
force myself to smile! laugh!

thursday... din eat anything...
becos i've tried to get near to her!
and saw all those sux thing!
i try to change myself!
but u taken all my decision...
i 've no choice!
but to stay like tis!

today i kip kacau her...
but u noe?
my heart was bleeding...
even when i smiling...
u show me tat fucking thing for wat?
i oredi told ya...
we r nt bro whenver the place got her!

eat the pill for useless...
noe it wont cure my heart pain but i stil eating...

its damn tired and pain to act nothings happen and happy!!!!!!
:')
my face was smiling but my tears are flowing out!!!!

ur bro...KACI DEAD LONG TIME AGO...
TODAY I START FLIRTING AGAIN...
u all had noticed it didnt u all?

force myself nt thinking about her...
force myself nt to let my tear flow out...
but its rushing inside my eyes...
trying to rush out...

i close my eyes...
din wanna let it came out...
its pain...
and tired...

Anyone gt the medicine to cure my sick?
i'm so sick about love...
but i cant keep away from it...

止痛药？不是能停止任何的疼痛的吗？
我一天连续吃了三粒了咯...
怎么我的心还是那么的痛...
要去告那家医院了，开的止痛药没效的...

今天我一整天都没吃到东西哦~
除了一点popcorn and a candy^^
u stole my appetite and everything i got...
i couldnt sleep...
i couldnt eat...
i couldnt nt thinking about u...

i force myself to be smile,
but my heart...its crying...
i loss much weight becos my heart was empty nw...
its bleed all the thing out...
cant breathe...
lack of oxygen becos of u...
gasping for air...
but u din let me to...
juz let me go...
i've tried to...

想你...
是一种痛苦的期待...
是一种幸福的惆怅...
更是一种不想去想而又不能不想的无奈啊...！！

i thought im nt gonna cry anymore...
but juz nw...
tears flow out from my eyes...
juz a bit^^
dun worry...
becos im tired of tears long time ago...
hate the love song!

days without u is too long...
mayb i shudnt go skul anymore...
go there to see u 2 tgt happily?
no...
i juz cant!

现在很想见你...你知道吗？

昨晚上很开心有个梦
这个梦日日夜夜在心中
我撑开一把雨伞
展现我的勇敢
陪你走过热闹街头
你突然握着了我的手
你一定感觉到我的颤抖
在耳边小声说话
说你心中的话
原来这是心有灵犀一点通
现在很想见你
要打电话给你
可是我的勇敢只在我梦里
和你去看电影
一起唱ktv
我的世界就更明亮
现在很想见你
如果你会答应
我会试着实现梦里的情境
拥抱你在街上
不怕别人眼光
你是我永远的梦想




哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我

也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑
我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开
我知道很简单
你说依赖
是我们的阻碍
就算放开
那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

现在真的真的好想见你...

其实每个男孩
本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的
其实每个男孩
本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的
其实每个男孩
本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的
其实每个男孩
本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的...

只是没有任何女孩喜欢这样的男孩
她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚
太古板
没有情趣
于是男孩开始改变
变成女孩喜欢的那种
嘴角挂着坏坏的笑
玩世不恭或者幽默
开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话
开始学会假装关心
学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她
学会如何追求...

或者看破红尘
游戏情场
成为女人恨恨的那种男人
他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心
但是他们也会在黑暗的夜里叼着烟流泪
心里有爱的时候
没有女孩
有了女孩
却永远没有了爱的感觉...

在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候
他们不会再去努力做个好男人
只是微笑着擦肩而过...

一个感性化的动物
如果宠她
会使她变得更加娇气
如果说宠她也是错
我愿意错下去
如果问我错的期限是多久
我愿意是我这一辈子...

:3

我这几天都睡不着啊...
要逼自己到很晚才能睡得着...
becos of u...

绝望的感觉你试过吗？
我今天试了两次，都是关于你...

i juz keep moody at there...
no one realize tat...
they keep singing...
i keep sitting there alone...
pain keep coming from my heart...
i was thinking...
y tat heart is more pain than my hand?
有伤口的痛不算什么...
看不到伤口的痛...
那感觉...
痛不欲生！

i promise u wont be moody anymore in front of u...
but i cant did it...
i was trying to control my face...
make it :)
i force myself nt to think about u...
keep look at other...
and finally...
i kisiao jor...
:) :( :) :( :) :'(

没有人能看透我的心，因为我的职责就是看透别人的心...
当你说对不起时，你知道吗？
心又裂开了...
i try nt to think about complicate thing...
i try to be cool and nt to care about anymore friendship and love...
love...
its hard...
when i saw u again...
i have forget wat i try to be...
i juz kip thinking bout ya...

BrOtHeR eH?

When i serius, no one will noe...
they juz thought im jk-ing...
damn sux...
Always happy?
make me damn tired...
try to cheer up...
but i cant...
its hard to be happy when found out something...tat u din hope tat will happen...

I noe u all r my gud bro...
haha... but..still...
nt much understand about me...
i always wanna try to noe about u all more...
always wanna u all to noe more about me...
but...
haha...
u all din wan...
wat can i do?
i could juz keep like nw de me...
keep as wat u all said
FLOWER HEART
SOHAI
ETC ETC
tats all u all thought about me...
wasnt it?

...

当你置身于恋爱与战争时，使用任何战术都是被允许的...

So sick- Ne Yo

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.

Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人


爱一个人，
对方也爱你，甜的居多
爱一个人
对方不知道，酸的居多
爱一个人
对方不爱你，苦的居多

有些的时候，正是为了爱才悄悄躲开.躲开的是身影，躲不开的却是那份默默的情怀。


你走了，带着我全部的爱走了，只是一句分手.我忍着眼泪看着你的背影，好想最后在抱你一次，好想在对你说一次“我爱你”

EXAM???!!!!!!

FUCK!
ALWAYS MANY TAIJI WHEN WANNA EXAM...
ALWAYS WANNA DISTURB MY MOOD WHEN EXAM!!!
DAMN IT!
WAT TO DO?!
I'VE ALWAYS BE MOODY...
CANT JUZ PLS LET ME HAVE A HAPPY SKUL DAY?
EXAM...
MATH PASS ONI...
OTHER <30

MY MIND...
BEING CLEARED...
U TAKE ALL MY MEMORY FOR WAT???
CAN LET ME EXAM FINISH JUZ TAKE IT AWAY?

weird claz...

怎么啦？
就那么多人喜欢拿blog来zat人的哦~
全部在那边写写写，只会在那边zat zat zat却又不敢说出名字？
不是因为不想让对方难堪，是因为你不敢...
不敢面对，不敢说清楚就别zat==
中立中立~
我的立场哦~
你们哦~
以前的是不提了，就偏要找些事来做的啊？
考试了啦~
乖乖的读书吧！
写那么多无畏的...

weird weird...
damn tired...

update some vry wai pic...dun come see it if u scare...

第六十九天...(无重点)

第六十九天...(无重点)
很久没更新我的日记了...
因为我都活在没重点的世界了...
原本最近会有重点了的...
却又消失了...
这个礼拜真的好没重点哦...
还是我该说...
从我们分手的那一天起...
任何没有关于你的事情都是没有重点的...
真的好累好累...

跌倒的伤口长脓了...
肿肿的...
而且很像蜈蚣哦~

The only thing...

The only thing left of our memories...